It's nearing the end of my first day of fasting, still about 6 hours before I go to sleep, but yeah, ever the optimist, right?
There's cake downstairs and I WANT IT!!! SO BAD!!! I looked at it but quickly ran back upstairs - I'm not screwing up this time. I have photographic evidence of why I should stay the fuck away from baked treats and it's not pretty.
I'm going to start fasting every other day because the first day is always the easiest for me and then I don't feel completely deprived. Long fasts just always fail with me but I don't want to eat every day.
I took a pic of my (gross) body yesterday and I'm taking one again on the 8th of October, when I'm going to weigh myself again, and then I'll post them as my first before and after. I actually really don't know how much I weigh now, but it's better that way...
I'm going to watch some movies now, because I'm just plain braindead when I don't eat (I'd venture to say I'm always braindead, but I don't wanna be too harsh on myself, hahah, yeah right...)
Peace x
Rozy
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